-Angel Watching Over Me-

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Wednesday was a very eventful day, many things happen. maybe about5.

Firstly, I went out to meet my online pal but unfortunately we missed each other. I was late for something and as i couldn't contact him we didn't meet up. I tot he didn't want to meet after he saw me and i started to think about stupid things. But at the end of the day he told me that he wanted to meet me but couldn't contact me. I felt very guilty for actually holding that thought.

After that i went for my class, we learnt about emotion, physical development, cognitive development, theory of mind, language development and gender roles. To all of u all it must be alien but i want to talk more about gender roles because it happened rite after my class. When we talk about gender roles, we talk about gays and lesbian. We realize that there are more gays support group den lesbian. Does it mean that our society is opening up to gayism because the legal side of gay is still in the grey area.

I felt that gay and being sexually attracted to the same sex is how we perceive things through tinted glass. It shows how we force what we believe in on to other people. Let me ask, Do u think being gay is wrong? When a person comes to u and open their heart out to u at their most vulnerable state would u say that he was wrong? Well to him, being sexually attracted to the same sex would mean normal. To him, if we like opposite sex we are crazy. This types of things are a taboo to society, a no no. But if we dun talk about it, many of us carry unfinished business around thus causing a mixed up of gender-roles.

Ponder about this. You can even comment on my tag board about this and i would write a review in one week about those comments.

"Are single-sex schools good for girls and boys? What is ur view on gays and lesbian, would u openly accept one and live along side them as though they are normal human being or would u ostracize them?"

I had this event about gender role right after i finish my class on the way from home. I met this lady wearing a black dress. She looks very high class dress but she is one and a half head taller than me. And she like my friend said a "shim" looks like a guy be it on the face and body. Her heels were longer than 10 cm. She had painted toe nails, long hair, breast and no third leg. To me she look like a guy that went for a sex change but i still pondering over this. But i can tell u everyone in the mrt, their eyes were fixated on her. People even walk near her to get a closer look. After that i felt very guilty as i was one of those people, but i felt that she led a very sad life. Many people think being un common is good, but i think for her case every single second being is staring at her and it is a pain i guess she has to bear. People taking photo and calling their friends, saying so commenting so loudly even i can hear. "Eh i at bugis now, i think i saw a guy who change sex like ah kua like that. She look like alien la, at least two head taller. No leh she not a guy. She has boobs and wear high heel." I cannot imagine how she would have felt if she heard those things.

Lastly, before i left the mrt my cisco friend receive a sms
"Look out for a gunman, suspected of killing 41-year-old businessman Lim Hock Soon at his Serangoon Avenue 4 flat on Wednesday. The suspect is a 1.7 metre tall Chinese man in his late 30s to 40s. He was last seen wearing an all-black outfit - round-neck T-shirt, pants, shoes and cap - and appeared blind in the right eye. Last seen in the area of serangoon avenue 4."
Initially, i tot it was a prank but it came out in the news. I can't believe why a person can actually do that. To kill another person for money. Even when i need money i rather work or beg. Rather to steal and rob. I wonder if that guy has conscience. If he does, i hope he surrenders and give up to the police. At least, he would not be so guilty.

Well people, the police says "A manhunt is currently underway for the suspect who is believed to be a Chinese man in his late 30s to 40s. He has been described as being plump and about 1.7 metres tall, and was last seen wearing a black round necked T-shirt, black pants and black shoes. He also had a black cap and appeared to be blind in his right eye.The public is advised to call the police hotline at 999 if they spot anyone fitting this description. Police also warn the public not to approach the suspect as he may be armed.The police have advised members of the public not to approach the suspect as he may be dangerous" Keep a vigilant look out for him and remember CRIME DOESN"T PAY.

P.S.Please comment on the topic i wrote above on my tagboard.

`angel watching over|1:16 PM