-Angel Watching Over Me-

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Well my blog today is mainly about three... One is about a quote from my friend... Second is about my friend matt who returned to Japan on 15 th august... Lastly, it is about the review of Bewitched...

"In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry,"ephesians 4:26... I came across this verse from my friend... He said to me kenneth do u put your faith in god... I said yes... Den he said god told his sons that no hatred should past sundown... I was like telling him, u think it is so easy... Everytime sam says something about me... I get pissed off and i feel damn frustrated... But after thinking about this verse i suddenly realise that was what everyone is trying to me... It goes a little bit like this...

Kenneth dun waste your time on someone who is not worth that... Some people are meant to be seen not heard... Ai ya this type of stupid people, u actually are bothered about him... Leave him alone la, if those people he try to influence listen to him den those people aren't your true friend... Kenneth u whack him also no use, in the end u would dirty your hands with something worst den shit...

Initially it was hard trying to believe it, but after trying to seek solution to this problem i derive this... In this life nothing is fair, the grass is always greener on the other side... Well i should look at thing from a good perspective... I am glad that our friendship ended when we are not best of friends... Those things that he did made me realize that my judgement about him was wrong... When he said bad things about me, it showed me those people who listen to him weren't my true friends... For those who stood by me were those people that supported me from the back and caught me when i fell... Everything he did showed me who were my true friends...

I decided to treat him like air and continue to live my life unaffected by him... If i hate someone it would mean that u are sinking below his level... Oh yar... forgot to tell u he hates me to the core... Btw i would talk to chickens like him... I will only talk to people who dare to admit what they say and have guts... I willl remember one thing... Brother mike once told me this... Do you think u are perfect to someone, if you think u are not dun expect that person to be perfect... This rule apply to everyone who are human... But this rule dun apply to samuel becoz he does not have conscience and when a person does not have that he is not worst den a beast...

Lastly, i quote again from the bible... "Hate the sin, love the sinner" I always dun understand why everyone still befriends sameul after they know what he has done and what he says... Well, maybe that is how god want human to repent... To bless the sinner so much, he feels guilty... But i dun think sameul has guilt... But nonetheless i pray that god has mercy and that the day comes for him to grow up...

This is the second part of the post... Matt has returned to japan for his studies... Well for those who read the previous post u know that he was the one who brought joy to me... Well i guess being sad means something happy would follow... Well i guess matt was god blessing... Before he left i made a photo album of about 20 photos and below are a few included in the album... I also wrote a letter to him and a post card... I spend like 3 days making the album but at the end i felt all the effort was worth it... I also gave him one of the dog above, this two dogs are my favourite... And i vowed to myself one day i would give it to the person that gave me joy... Well i think i found that person... Well in my next post i will talk about the post card...

What is sad that he would only come back next summer which is next year world cup... So since both of us are man u and england crazy fan... I am looking forward to celebrate manu epl win with him... Now my soccer on friday and sunday has lost alot of meaning and playing would no longer be the same... Like arsenal without viera... Nonetheless, the photos are living memory of him...

As the saying goes a picture means a thousand words... If anyone in this world lost someone dear... Dun fret, dun cry... Because the memories of loved ones and your friends are always in your heart... If u miss the quiet times u had with each other or the fun times u enjoyed... Close your eyes, u would see them rite beside u... The physical self of a person can leave but the memories engraved in your heart will never be lost... It is just waiting for u to relive it...

Looking back at the happy times, i remembered this photo... This was taken on a saturday... This was the first day of the start of EPL and Manu won everton 2-0... It was a great memory because i enjoyed the match supporting the match with a great friend watching our favourite team win...

Above (in clockwise rotation starting from the left) is his auntie, followed by his mom and matt... His mother reminded me of a caring mother, who was a loving spouse... Though she was caring and loving she could draw the line between spoiling a kid and being too strict...

If u pay attention carefully, both of us are actually sweating... After the match, we decided to play badminton... I must say for a p3 he is actually quite good... Well, after that we play smackdown 3 and i used one hand lol... Cannot bully small kid mah... After that day, i played soccer with him on sunday... We continued to play PS2 until past dinner time... What i felt sad was i could not send him off... Well he had a safe trip and i hope he is not feeling too homesick... Till i hear from him again this is the last time u would see me post his picture...

I watch this show after spending one whole day with matt... It was like 12 midnight... This show plot revolved around a witch who wants to integrate into the human world... But i find the initial part interesting... But at the last 15 mins it was quite boring and i actually doss of and slept... Well if u are into romance this is the type of show u should watch... I rate this show 5/10... Wasted my money...

Anyway tomolo is friday, i would be going to school till 12... Den i would go to sji to play soccer... But at least i know i wun see samuel face because track is going ECP to run 5km for their last training... After that i would be home for dinner den i shall rush off to movie marathon alone... Charlie and the chocolate factory and the maid... I will post tomorrow the review...
Anyone interested can watch the movie with me... Just give my handphone a ring... Well till tomorrow see you

PSE: I want to thanks dennis for promoting my blog... I dun understand why but nonetheless i want to thank him... I dun think i can pay u for advertising but at least i can acknowledge u...

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