~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~All I know now is that I'm not alone anymore.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"Don't let life discourage you, Everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was."~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Prayers





Who are you now?

Are you still the same

Or did you change somehow?

What do you do

At this very moment

when I think of you?

And when I'm looking back

How we were young and stupid

Do you remember that?



No matter how I fight it

Can't deny it

Just can't let you go

I still need you

I still care about you

Though everything's

been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you

Now look at me

Instead of moving on,

I refuse to see

That I keep coming back

And I'm stuck in a moment

That wasn't meant to last

I try to fight it

Can't deny it

You don't even know

That I still need you

I still care about you

Though everything's

been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you

Ohhhh

Wish I could find you

Just like you found me

Ohhhh

Though everything's

been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you




In the Santuary of an Angel

- Kenneth Lim
- Male
- Edith Cowan University
- Diploma in Counselling Skills
- 17+
- 12 September 1988
- limxinyu88@hotmail.com
- 178cm
- Singaporean

*wishlist - wishes

*ILurve - Lurves

*IHate - hates



Thursday, August 25, 2005


Arh... Some stupid idiot took my hand phone from my bag la... That idiot is a f**ker... I got like 500 numbers on it la... How to get all back... Sianz... Anyway my post got three parts...

It all started when i finish my mid semester test... Den i decided to play b ball at tanglin community centre... I was like off my guard becoz I TOT THEY WERE all my friends la... But i was wrong lor... Some f**ker stole my phone lor...

I lodge a police report... For lost item and another report for suspecting someone who stole my handphone... If i get my hands on that guy i make sure he is dead man... The report was made at whitley police post...

This is the exact statement that the police took... I changed the names involved as all this a suspicion only...

On the 24/08/05 at about 9.00pm, I was taking a break from my basketball game at tanglin CC, i then checked my handphone for any missed calls. After which, i put my handphone back in my back and zipped it up... At about 9.05 i then went back to my basketball game.At about 9.20pm... Two basketball player who i played basketball with a few years suspect A and suspect B were sitting near my bag. At about 9.30pm, suspect A left for home. However suspect B continued to remain sitting alone near my bag for some time. When i finished my game at about 9.40, suspect B had already left for home. I then discovered my handphone was missing from my bag, and my bag was open. I made a search for my hanphone but to no avail. I was desperate, not knowing what to do i decided to call my phone with one of the remaining players left... The handphone was switched off. I strongly suspect B that he might have taken the handphone as he was sitting next to my bag for some time. I do not have suspect b contact numer with me now. However with the assistance of my friend on a later time. There was no CCTV at the scene. I am lodging this report as i would require police assitance.

This was the statement i made at the police station... I gave my i mei number to the police station... If the idiot tried to sell my phone to a second hand dealer shop... He would he apprehended by the police... If he tried to sell the phone to his friends, he would not be able to use the phone as i have already disabled the phone...

Well nonetheless, when i finish b ball at around 9+ i walk over the police station to make a police report... There was someone inside so i had to wait till about 11.30 for my police report... What was interesting was what the lady' statement was... This lady is a teacher in a private school. Early 30. The arguement betweent a cab driver and her.It all went like this...

I was late for my work. So i decided to take a taxi instead of the public bus. I entered into a SMRT taxi. As he started to drive, i felt he was driving recklessly with two finger. As he drove the taxi was swerving from left to right and i was afraid. I then spoke to him and told him to drive carefully as the way he was driving was very dangerous. He then told me not to question his way of driving as he has droved for a few years. He also said that i being a ang moh have no right to speak because i am new to singapore. But the fact was that i have already been staying in singapore on a work permit for ten years. He continued to drive recklessly, worried about my safety i decided to get out off the cab. He came after me after i step out of the cab. He yelled at me asking me to pay for the cab fare. I insisted that i wun pay for my cab fare as he didn't deserve it. He continued yelling at me making me a spectacle to the public. He continued to block my way not allowing me to walk away. I was frightened and i decided to pay him but he refused to accept. He den called the police seeking justice, i wanted to speak to the police on the phone but he gestured with his right fist as though he was going to seek violence. A lady approach him to calm him down, but the cab driver refused to calm down and continued yelling about me the paying the cab fare. The lady who ask him to take his hand off me was actually andrea de cruz the actor for TCS. Just before the police arrived, a guy step out of the crowd and told me that he heard the cab driver yelling becoz he worked one floor above in the building. He calm me and the man down. But the driver continued yelling, all the time i was pleading and sobbing. When the police came, the driver had no chioce but to calm down. He told the police that he wanted me to pay the cab fare. I told the police that all the time i was ready to pay him the money but he didn't want to accept. The police den assisted me to pay him the money. However the driver refused to accept the money and told the police that he wanted justice. He told the police, if i were to complain to the SMRT company he would lodge a police report. I wasn't sure what i was going to do as i was frightened. I decided to write my statement after i calm down and i left for work which i was late for 1 hr.

Well after listening to this... I was utterly shocked that there are such ugly singaporean in the world... This cab driver totally was reckless and irresponsible... Well i hope that lady report this incident to SMRT because this type of things would happen again... And all this time the cab driver thinks he is right... Well today i saw how singaporeans can be so ugly... I feel disgraced to be a singaporean... Stealing people belonging and put blame on other people and resorting to violence... Just before i left the station, there was a couple who entered the station. They were reporting a accident where they were cycling on the road and were hit by a car and they collided into the lamp post...

As i was tired, i left the station... But this goes to show, how singapore can never become a beautiful country... Because of all this black sheeps... I want to give thanks to WHITLEY NEIGHBOURHOOD POLICE POST for assisting me and going past their working hour to seek justice for those people who are wronged... Well maybe those people who read this post would like to comment on " Are singaporeans ugly or is it just human nature" Well i am at least glad i am not one of them...

I am leaving home to meet Roger Poulier at sport school to have a tour there. I hope meeting him would take my mind off everything...

`angel watching over|2:01 PM



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