~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~All I know now is that I'm not alone anymore.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"Don't let life discourage you, Everyone who got where he is had to begin where he was."~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Prayers





Who are you now?

Are you still the same

Or did you change somehow?

What do you do

At this very moment

when I think of you?

And when I'm looking back

How we were young and stupid

Do you remember that?



No matter how I fight it

Can't deny it

Just can't let you go

I still need you

I still care about you

Though everything's

been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you

Now look at me

Instead of moving on,

I refuse to see

That I keep coming back

And I'm stuck in a moment

That wasn't meant to last

I try to fight it

Can't deny it

You don't even know

That I still need you

I still care about you

Though everything's

been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you

Ohhhh

Wish I could find you

Just like you found me

Ohhhh

Though everything's

been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you




In the Santuary of an Angel

- Kenneth Lim
- Male
- Edith Cowan University
- Diploma in Counselling Skills
- 17+
- 12 September 1988
- limxinyu88@hotmail.com
- 178cm
- Singaporean

*wishlist - wishes

*ILurve - Lurves

*IHate - hates



Saturday, July 23, 2005




Wah i am so shag after a full day at the SJI Family day... Also known as the sport fiesta... I played and ref the whole day... Lets start by the Under-16... Before today there was many teams asking me to play... I also wanted to sponser a under-14 team... However, in the end i only had a open team... Den until thursday someone from my sec 1 orientation camp(i was a PSL) asked me eh kenneth u playing whose team... Den i was like i only playing for open... They eagerly asked me to play... I said why u never tell me earlier, i would have accepted... Den when i reached home i felt i made a wrong choice... Well, guys sorry if i insult u by saying this... The team i was with was average, becoz to them soccer is not everything... And my nature is to win... i was so tempted not to play or play in a stronger and better team... Given the thought, i decided to play for them becoz... 1. They stuck with me when i needed them most, i can't becoz of them being lousy abandon them 2. Lets try to see how far this team can go 3. I wanted to give them a surprise...

Anyway after making that decision known, suddenly everyone not in that team ask me not to play... Lol, i am so suprised at the speed at which news spread... I had a great game with this team although we lost and i think i solo too much, we manage to get third in the league and come up second at the finals... Though we didn't get anything... We played our hearts out, everyone got to play and we managed to win... Well to 207 2004... I salute u for trying and giving your best shot... I apologise for even trying to think twice about playing your team... Try harder next year...

As u can see the picture above that has my face all over it, no la i just joking only i was taking the photo den the reflection of my shiny medal... I won the open category with SJI OBA 2004... I must thank Boon kiat for giving me such a great team... Sorry i let in the only goal, through my leg... But at least i think i made it up by saving the sudden death penalty... I was tired when i reach this afternoon game because i referee and played in the u-16 in the morning.... lucky i had adrenaline going... What was a waste was that i never play the u-14 and that i didn't take any photo becoz i was too busy...

Anyway, at the final of a u-14 match the losers of the team quarreled with the referee... Saying that they were tackled brutally and fouls weren't given... They had no sportsmenship and they kick the ball into the bushes... I am totally ashamed at this josephians who disgrace the name of SJI... I was tackled by u-16 becoz i was the strongest... Every turn i make there is someone at my tail... They kicked pushed and hit... But the referee didn't say anything, i lost... This is how to be graceful losers... Tell yourself u played to your best abilities and the best man won... That team i asked them to walk away, but they still come back to quarrel with the referee... Even after the referee have given a good scolding... Sigh, i wonder where has all the SJI spirit gone to... Hopefully, the teachers will look into it and get rid of this type of behaviour...

Well i am off to join my sister celebration buffet just downstairs... she just graduated from SMU... Well i will end off today with a quote, but i think it is more of a question... "Do u think u can do better than that person if u were in that person position" or " Do u think u are a perfect child to your parents, if not dun expect your parents to be perfect" The moral of this is that if u are unable to do better than that person if u were in his shoe, dun say he is lousy or what... Becoz if he is lousy den u are worst then him... Even if u are better, say it nicely... Life is a better place if everyone just talk amicably and not hurl abuses or say hurting words... To u it may just be normal words... But to someone, it may mean life or death...

This lines goes out to a certain person called james.


`angel watching over|11:11 PM



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