Thursday, July 21, 2005
As many of u all noe, i am a very touchy person... Just a few minutes ago, in the middle of the night i decided to flip through the josephian annual becoz i had nothing to do... However, it proved to be a bad decision... As i browse through, pages by pages... It felt as though i was relieving my memory... With every flip of the page my heart felt heavier... With every face that i see smiling back at me, i felt my heart tearing... I was thinking about my time in SJI... Something i felt very hard to let go... SJI is something i hold dearly... Memories, friends and experience... Many of u might think this should be happy things but it is not...
My life in SJI is filled with regrets and wrong choices... I had many good friends and i didn't treasure them... Now, it is all too late... Many of u all know that i still frequent SJI often, mainly to have something to do with the school... After leaving i felt that i left alot behind... As i flip through i take very deep breathe, feeling very solemn... I felt that i should have done more in peer support, Track and field and many other aspect... I feel as though i am let down... With every face i recognise, i felt that i had a good friendship with this guy but he is no longer my friend... I felt that i should have treasure him, instead of letting go... Well everything is too late... Though i end this posting with regret,sadness and remorse... I want everyone to remember treasure what u have if not u would regret when u lose it...
The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party... and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend, just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you.
Life is full of pain, but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other, and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored... forgotten... as you have done to others.
`angel watching over|2:04 AM
